Thursday, September 27, 2007

alhamdulillah..

“Dan (ingatlah), tatkala Tuhanmu memaklumkan: Sesungguhnya jika kamu bersyukur, pasti Kami akan menambah (nikmat) kepadamu, dan jika kamu mengingkari (nikmatKu), maka sesungguhnya azabKu sangatlah pedih."
- Surah Ibrahim (14) : ayat 7 -


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iftar @ auntie suhela's
( read : hari tu sebenarnye @ auntie laila's)





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kek coklat kakdora yg sedap gile!!



Wednesday, September 26, 2007

karang tesis versi padan muka



Something must be wrong in me. Takes me 12 hours to complete a usually one hour task...




p/s: i miss u


hujan la plak kt luar :(

luluh


pergi!
jangan duga kesabaran ini

jangan gegar paksi kendiri
jangan panah kewarasan minda

jangan nyalakan sumbu amarah


pergi!

gapai sinarmu

kejar bahagiamu

susur permatamu

jejak dambaanmu


pergi!

kerana hati ini bicara..

aku lebih senang sendiri.

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

iftar @ auntie suhela's

different culture, different language
united by IsLam


Ramadan wish



















Selamat berpuasa & selamat lailatul Qadar utk semua. Semoga sentiasa ceria di bulan Ramadan yang mulia ini ..



Monday, September 24, 2007

sampai kapan


hari ini, tika ini..
aku tewas lagi dalam perjuangan ku
biar setinggi langit ku layangkan fikiran
biar merentas benua ku buangkan angan
namun hati..
masih tidak mampu berdusta.

apakah ertinya senyuman ini?
jika tangisan kalbu merobek manisnya
apakah ertinya langkah ini?
andai terhala ke lembah sengsara
apakah ertinya nafas ini?
sekiranya degup melagukan melodi hiba
apakah ertinya renungan ini?
andai akal..
terus kabur di persimpangan.

yang indah hanyalah di mata
yang mewah sekadar harta
yang sarat bukannya cinta
yang goyah adalah setia
yang lara tetap jiwa

lantas hati ini bicara..
sampai kapan???

Sunday, September 23, 2007

.quickie.

i was bored with friendster (shockingly!), so i logged in @ myspace, which i've abandoned since ever. apparently i hv tons of unread messages in my inbox; from dear hubby, frens and some strangers. most of them were sent in 2004. haha!

so, i'm taking this opportunity.. to apologize from the bottom of my heart, especially to hubby and frens, who spent a minute or two of their precious time messaging me. i wish i logged in more often then.

i feel bad..



some might think.. "ala, it was just a myspace/friendster/facebook message. no big deal." but those kind of thoughts messages mean a lot to me. always do. for example, i dont mind getting birthday ecards/testimonials or messages @ friendster. but of course, we all do prefer birthday gifts. haha!!

Disclaimer : this statement is no more valid when i become 30, for i dont think i'll still be this active online. ;p

feuerspektakel in saarlouis (long overdue). thx muahhs to kakdora!















dugaaannnnnn!!!

yup!! benarlah apa yg anda lihat!!
.buffet ramadhan mcD.
waaaa!!!!


anniversary treat!!

his with tomtom


hers


.confuse.

Friday, September 21, 2007

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

*censored* ;p


Three years ago..
I would have never dreamt that I could love a person so much. You've given me the life I need, the love I sought and the encouragement to make it through whatever our future holds.

happy 3rd anniversary 2 u too!! *muahhhss!!*
whatever happens i'm glad our path crossed.


p/s : i love you..

Dari bertatih hingga berlari..now we r 3 :)












Friday, September 14, 2007

finally...

.. project ku telah siap diubahsuai menjadi makhluk yg sedap mata memandang. bukan lagi ala2 sekelompok besi buruk + segumpal mee basi (note : cables yg tak tentu arah). which means... tulis report cepat!! prepare presentation slides cepat!!!
CERGAS!!!!!!!

arini iftar ramai2 kt umah kak ayu. hurray!!!

oh very true!! kan?

seribu senyuman belum tentu menawan hati

satu jelingan sudah cukup menimbulkan rasa benci

membina mengambil masa

meruntuh sekelip mata

Thursday, September 13, 2007

<3


saya syg kakak saya.
she made me whole again. *muahhhss!!*

ini sudah melampau!!!!

partner aku ni mmg nk kena boikot tahap boikot israel nih.
ada ke patut..
meeting esok patutnye kol 10 pg.. tp dia ckp kt aku kol 3 ptg.
kantoi big time ngan aku. b*doh!
game on, dude!!!
(ishhh... farr.. bulan posa.. tak baik berdendam.)

pikir2 balik...
ape motif nye die buat cam tu???
confuse aku.

pikir2 lagi...
i think i know why.

tak sabar nye nak abeskan thesis cecepat..
and lupuskan mamat ni dr diari idup aku!!!!

bagus jugak kalau dia paham bhs melayu..

T H U R I A - perkasa yitam




h i l a n g


Tiada pernah aku menduga
Kasih kau pergi tinggalku sendiri
Dusta cinta mengeruh jiwa
Pedihnya mencengkam di hatiku yang sepi
Sangkaku kasih selamanya
Janjimu setia di hatiku

Seribu penyesalan
Hilang harapan ku impikan
Bahagia ku idam bersamamu
Kasih yang kuserahkan
Hilang meredah luka dalam
Hatiku luluh parah keranamu

Malam dingin ku sendirian
Berteman rindu mimpi yang keliru
Sayang musnah tak kesampaian
Hanya derita rundung duka membelenggu
Sangkaku kasih selamanya
Janjimu setia di hatiku

Seribu penyesalan
Hilang harapan ku impikan
Bahagia ku idam bersamamu
Kasih yang kuserahkan
Hilang meredah luka dalam
Hatiku luluh parah keranamu

Akan ku ubati…
Kasih yang pergi dari sisi
Takkan ku biarkan ia
Terus terluka, musnah dan hilang

Bahagia ku idam bersamamu
Sangkaku kasih selamanya
Janjimu setia di hatiku

Seribu penyesalan
Hilang harapan ku impikan
Bahagia ku idam bersamamu
Kasih yang kuserahkan
Hilang meredah luka dalam
Hatiku luluh parah keranamu

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

destinasi cinta


Menyingkap tirai hati
Mengintai keampunan
Di halaman subur rahmat-Mu Tuhan
Tiap jejak nan bertapak
Debu kejahilan
Akan ku jirus dengan madu keimanan

Tak ternilai airmata dengan permata
Yang bisa memadamkan api neraka
Andai benar mengalir dari nasuha nurani
Tak kan berpaling pada palsu duniawi

Destinasi cinta yang ku cari
Sebenarnya terlalu hampir
Hanya kabur kerana dosa di dalam hati
Telah ku redah daerah cinta
Yang lahir dari wadah yang alpa
Tiada tenang ku temui
Hanya kecewa menyelubungi

Ku gelintar segenap maya
Dambakan sebutir hakikat
Untuk ku semai menjadi sepohon ma'rifat
Moga dapat ku berteduh di rendang kasih-Mu..
Ya Ilahi Rabbii..

Namun ranjaunya tidak akan sunyi
Selagi denyut nadi belum berhenti
Durjana syaitan kan cuba menodai
Segumpal darah bernama hati
(Destinasi cinta Ilahi)

Lestarikan wadi kalbuku, oh Tuhanku
Leraikan aku dari pautan nafsu
Biarpun sukar bagiku melamar redha-Mu
Namun masihku mengharap ampunan-Mu
Wahai Tuhanku… Ya Allah…

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

name that embossed in my heart







Down an unknown road
To embrace my faith
Though the road may wonder
It will lead me to you



And the thousand years
Will be worth the wait
It may take a lifetime
But somehow i see it through

Monday, September 10, 2007

2 days be4 1st ramadhan

Do'a malaikat Jibril menjelang Ramadhan " "Ya Allah tolong abaikan puasa umat Muhammad, apabila sebelum memasuki bulan Ramadhan dia tidak melakukan hal-hal yang berikut:

* Tidak memohon maaf terlebih dahulu kepada kedua orang tuanya (jika masih ada);
* Tidak bermaafan terlebih dahulu antara suami isteri;
* Tidak bermaafan terlebih dahulu dengan orang-orang sekitarnya.

Maka Rasulullah pun mengatakan Amiin sebanyak 3 kali. Dapatkah kita bayangkan, yang berdo'a adalah Malaikat dan yang meng-amiinkan adalah Rasullullah dan para sahabat, dan dilakukan pada hari Jumaat.

Oleh itu saya terlebih dahulu memohon maaf jika saya ada berbuat kesalahan, baik yang tidak di sengaja mahupun yang di sengaja, semoga kita dapat menjalani ibadah puasa dengan khusyuk, diberkati dan dirahmati Allah S.W.T, insya-Allah.

Selamat berpuasa!!



updated : ada org kata ni hadis palsu. wallahua'lam. but still... harap diampunkan segala salah silap. . . . .

updated lg skali : klik sini 4 more info.. (arigato to cik auni)

pics series..

mkn eskrem free @ mediamarkt



sembang² mak enon @ kak azma's hse
(note : main dish = kari ketam + ikan talapia gulai tempoyak;
dessert = kuih bakar + cucur badak + cucur udang.. SHEDAPPPNYERRRR!!)




faris dan keretapinye.
warning : jgn sentuh kalau nk selamat!!

ish, rugi nye lupe bwk canon :(

haha! lawak lawak!!

Dear IT Support,

Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a slow down in the overall performance, particularly in the flower, gifts and jewellery applications that had operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0.

In addition, Husband 1.0 un-installed many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5, but installed undesirable programs such as Formula One 5.0, NBA 3.0 and World Cup 2.0.

And now Conversation 8.0 no longer runs and House Cleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail.

What can I do?

Signed,
Desperate Housewife



Reply:

Dear Desperate Housewife,

First keep in mind: Boyfriend 5.0 is an entertainment package, while Husband 1.0 is an operating system.

Try entering the command C:\ I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME and downloadTears 6.2 to install Guilt 3.0.

If all works as designed, Husband 1.0 should then automatically run the applications Jewellery 2.0 and Flowers 3.5.

But remember, overuse can cause Husband 1.0 to default to Grumpy Silence 2.5, Happy Hour 7.0 or Late Night Teh Tarik 6.1.

Late Night 6.1 is a very bad program that will create SnoringLoudly.wav files.

Whatever you do, DO NOT install Mother-in-Law 1.0 or reinstall another Boyfriend program. These are not supported applications and will crash Husband 1.0.

In summary, Husband 1.0 is a great program, but it does have a limited memory and cannot learn new applications quickly.

You might consider additional software to improve memory and performance. I personally recommend Hot Tasty Food 3.0 and Tongkat Ali 6.9.

Good Luck,
IT Support


*copied from kakfaryna's blog

Thursday, September 6, 2007

alahai...

smp RLE kol 9 15 pg td. lepas tolak dr Saar kol 7 50. Having breakfast with Farr was just fun n enjoyable. She as usual will prepare breakfast for me even she is too sleepy. Thanks honey. Roti bakar sapu kaya n marjerin + milo just give me more than enough energy that i need to drive 170km to Rüsselsheim. As the result of the extra energy i felt so sleepy at office. woodaa.

Laptop was ready. My Graphire4 was ready too- Godam design laa..apo laiee.

Sedang asyik design n kunyah kropok ikan farr kasi bekal td...




Kes 1:

Suddenly our receptionist came to us (Chip and I) and said this "Both of you should not make fun of the time log system. Put the right time when you in and out of the office..blablabla" and this phrase is the best of all "You should deduct one hour for shopping yesterday..blablabla"

- If I am not mistaken we went out for shopping yesterday to buy the groceries for company. Not for personal use. She was the one that gave me the company car key and told us to buy this and that...

Was she on drug? Guess so.


Kes 2:

Chip keyed in 9 jam sehari sbb nk cover cuti 4 ari dia amek last week g lawat yo accident kt Ireland. Patut laa melenting minah tu. Ditambah lagi aku sendri last week x dtg sehari sbb demam and terlupa nk tulis..hehehe

Kes 3:

Bisnes arini rugi nearly $200. It has given me a better result yesterday with a profit of nearly $1k. The best was last March that has generated nearly $10k(average of $500 daily as there is no trade during weekend). Need to search for a better formula. This was my 12th formula that failed under my level of failure, which says failure must be less than 5% (95% accuracy). The best I managed to get until now is 70%. Still too far from my aim. But it is worth a try. If not it is better for me to work makan gaji.

Kes 4 :

make sure play lagu nie dl sblom baca kes bwh nie...huhuhu




Tgh layan dok susun new strategy suddenly my R60 bg pop up cakap Photoshop ada prob n kena shut down......maka berlagu laa kt dlm ati aku nie

Aku"tlg laa encik photoshop,sy merayu nie encik photo.sy blom save lagi mendalah yg sy design tu.bg masa sy seminit jek lg sblom wat hal.."

Photoshop"xleh boss.sy blom sarapan lagi"

Aku"sekejap jek encik photo,sy just nk tekan button "save" jek"

Photoshop"sori laa boss..mak sy dh marah.sy ciaoo dulu..babai boss..syg boss,assalamualaikum"

"hasil" yg dh jd arwah slps "snag it" tp blom sempat nk save:



dan kerja aku dr pg td smp skang nie berlalu sepi gitu jek..and kesannya:

Aku benci ko

"The fact is there. It is on you to manipulate it to make you happy or sad" - zulfattah

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

Anti clockwise to Dec 2002





Takkan bisa hatiku berubah
Kesetiaanku tetap serupa
Kasih tak kan berubah

Ku percaya cinta harus bersama
Bukan terpisah ke hujung dunia
Ku cuba menanti
Walau lebih lama lagi
Andai kau benar-benar menyintai ku


"There is nothing can challenge the sincerity of the first love,even there would be a second,third or fourth" - Ghandi


Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Sunday, September 2, 2007

Pujaanku engkau ada di mana..


dear diary ku ingin cerita

kepadamu

tentang nya yang dulu singgah di hatiku

semenjak itu

hidupku jadi bahagia

karena dia slalu ada di hidupku

oh tapi kini dia menghilang

dan tak tau entah dimana

diaryku ku merindukannya

pujaanku engkau ada dimana

telah habis air mata

tak sekedar kata2 telah ku curahkan

harusnya aku berlari

sampai ke ujung dunia

untuk mencarinya oh

Saturday, September 1, 2007

sick

You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

penat

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try

And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true anymore anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
So this is goodbye