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makin nk grad ni, makin x lena tido. mandi x basah. (makan still kenyang though)...

...dok memikirkan ke manakah hala tuju aku kami.
tinggal kt mana. umah mcm mana. pakai kereta apa. keje kt mana.
keje ngan sapa. sampai bila idup berdua jek ;p. first raya balik umah sapa.
bajet utk shopping sebulan ada brape. bila nk jd ceo company sendiri.
ada brape byk masa utk family. mampu ke nk organise annual holiday.
tercapaikah impian nk ada umah idaman (seperti yg dh di design together2 last week ;p).
most importantly, dapur idaman. ada tak masa utk catch-up ngan member2.

who? what? when? how? where?

DECIDE. that's what we do, all the time.
but at this point,, a lot is at stake.

thank God i hv him by my side.
at least i know, no matter what's waiting for us in the future, i'm in good hands. ;p

bostalsee ;p

bersama dua cinta hati saya ;p



seharian d bostalsee

maifest.. updates!

more caught-in-actions and perasan-poses
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kak ayu's picasa
dill's picasa

maifest.. enjoyed! pics courtesy of dill ;p

highlight of the day :
chatting with dear haziq in the bus. just the two of us.
ah that boy knows how to make a woman melt. :p

meet the handsome haziq...
(note : he's taken!!)

celebration continues..

sungguh enak bermalas2an d atas katil.
but still sempat call my partner about the thesis.
delegate. delegate. so smart. haha!


auslaenderbehoerde.
alhamdulillah settle.
murah rezeki frau itu. sgt baik.
i mean, compared 2 the others la.
aura mcm-bagos nye masih ku terasa. ;p


maifest.
here we come.

vielen Dank fuer eure Aufmerksamkeit

presentation.
bagai sampah. cehhh.
rs mcm nk ketuk kepala mamat itu. boley tak present tajuk lain??
and why did my turn come after his??
when the lecturer says "some of you presented better than last time" (in german of course), i know i dont fall into that group. i really dont.
.......
.......
.......
i hv ZERO talent for presentation. so what??
life goes on. end of story.


letting go.


no worries.
i'm ok. 100% positive.
in fact, i've been "celebrating" the whole nite. *grin*

note : abg's feeling better. pheww lega.

cara2 utk menghilangkan nervous..

(1) on the phone ngan si dia
aiyooo. si dia nye dh d alam mimpi la plak =(

(2) tido
mana bleh maaa.. kalau tido ni, alamatnye byebye to isyak lerr.

(3) lyn survivor
damn. siang td dh melyn secara marathon dgn jayanye.

(4) tgk heroes
ish. lmbat la plak nk siap downloadnye. kalah kura2 berlari2 anak.

(5) tgk natasha
cehh. boring siut cite tu. adalah makin tidak sanggup aku nk menghadap fasha sandha itu.

(6) makan
ya btolll!!! mari menmbh lemak d tgh mlm buta. itadakimasss!!!



hakikatnye... still nervous.
ya Allah, bantulah hamba-Mu ini.
cuba utk ingat kata2 abg "isteri abg kan power" and kata2 frau koehler-uhl "sie brauchen keine angst zu haben".


i hate presentationsss!!
MAMA!!!!!!

lyn jiwang ngan lagu jepungg

sami yusuf

.kacau.sasau.payau.

weitermachen mit thesis. try nk switch on the whole thing.
bila tekan 3rd switch, *ploop* abis padam sume.
terkejut seh. gelabah. kecewa. kacau bilau.
ingatkan dh rosak abes, rupanya.. plug yg rosak. ceh. yennadeyyy!


bila nk continue, problem ngan network lak.
kuar g beli cable la plak.
*sigh*
tapi syok gk jln2. ngee!


bile communication dh ok, WinCC-Runtime lak wat hal.
kaputt la ini hari. verdammt!
buntu. buntu.


tgh dok sakit2 otak, human resource siemens lak call.
kejaddahnye nk surat confirmation itu ini?
ada rupa PATI ke aku ni???


bibir sakit. mata sakit.
hati sakit. otak sakit.
§$&§/$%§/)$§($"§"§$

"bila susah tiada gelisah . bila miskin syukur pd Tuhan . bila sakit tiada resah di jiwa . bukankah Tuhan telah berfirman . ketahuilah dengan mengingati Allah . jiwa kan menjadi tenang .

kebahagiaan itu satu kesyukuran . bila kaya jd insan pemurah. bila berkuasa amanah . bila berjaya tidak alpa . bila sihat tidak lupakan Tuhan"

losing momentum

Oh God!
after a long weekend,,
it's hard 2 step back on track and move at high-pace like i used to.
my back aches. i'm getting old. and older.
my lips hurt. thx to 3hrs-sunbathing @ frankfurt yesterday.
my brain's having its long long rest. *damn*


i pity my hubby.
it must be really hard 4 him to try,,
and keep on trying,,
to be the best hubby he could be.
can anyone explain 2 me what ego is?
where is it? in which part of the body does it reside?
how can i control it, or them, if i dont even know what that is?
does everyone has his own ego?
if we really "own" our ego, why do we keep on being its servant??
this ego doesnt do any good, does it??
if it does,, how? when? where?
i surrender dealing with my own ego. period.

.sleepy.