janjimu?

demam :(

satu mslh DA dh setel. alhamdulillah. isnin ni, insya-Allah kena present. but, nahhh!! i'm not so excited about it. all they do is complain. why cant they just, for once, compliment what we've done superbly. i deserve it. futhermore, it will boost our motivation, dont ya think so mr supervisor?? ape2 je la.

that evening demam pulak. planned to go for ice cream & pingpong with dill. tapi... since dh demam.. we stayed in and lyn manjalara instead. dill cooked lunch (which covers tea/dinner/supper ;p) and and and... dia jd ibu to me, sapu air asam jawa kat rambut saya. i loike!! kurang sket rasa bahang kt kepala.

THANKSSS DILLLLL!!!

arap2 esok makin sihat.. ameen!

w8ing and w8ing some more

Still waiting for the reply from McD Malaysia. What is taking them so long to reply?
I just wanna make an appoinment. Don´t think that it will take them 2 weeks to think.
Maybe they thought I am not serious. wooda . Do not prejudge your potential customer. What a mess ;(

bad impression. thumbs down ;((

life's just not that into me *sigh*

i feel like a zombie. my back aches. i hv a running nose. sore throat on top of that. my DA isnt progressing. my supervisor keeps complaining. ini tak betul, itu tak cukup. grrrrr!!! my supposed-to-be-partner has been abandoning the project for a few weeks. he'll touch the laptop if and only if i'm absent. haha! more reason to be absent. we dont hv much time left. oh God! soooo stressful. i hvnt start applying for jobs. i dont know where/when to work. i hvnt finished ganti puasa (serves you well!! tangguh lagi next year ek.). i miss home sooo damn much. i miss my abah&mama. they've gone thru a lot lately. i miss my kaklong. i sooo wanna hug her right now. i miss lan&sha. i want to be there for them. take care of them. bond with them. i hv too much in mind. i wish minds are like harddisk, coz there's one thing that i really want to delete permanently from my mind. it doesnt just take up space in my mind (which i'm lack of right now), but already became a tumor. i cant focus. i cant think rationally. every single day i just cant wait 4 the day to end, so that i can forget the reality and doze off to sweet dreams (which normally werent that sweet *sigh*).

i'm back!!!

posers!

kids stocking up groceries



1001 faces



durian feast!!



family bond



enschede explored!

we should do this more often!!*
btw, more pics uploaded HERE!

*i'm glad to be one of the family members. it means a lot :)

blogging in dutch ;p

hye guys.
am blogging at BIL's hse @ enschede, holland. here's the proof.

dutch version of blogger

we are having a blast with the kids. they are cute and adorable and most importantly... soooo honest. especially when they kiss you and say "wangi". i know they were being honest. i am wangi. hehe. (abg, jgn jeles)

this afternoon the SIL family will arrive, adding 4 kids to the hse. cant wait to see fawaz and farhan. cant wait. cant wait. life with kids is sooo damn colourful. i loike!

oh!! i hv to help kakfida with the cooking. ciao!!!

p/s : pics uploaded at picasa. part II will follow soon ;p

when coffee speaks

org tua kata

"x baik main ng mknn"

****

but nobody has ever said

"x baik mknn main² ng org"

kak ayu,, pinjam haziq lg skali ;p

bestnye dia nk p disneyland....

selimutkan rinduku bersama malammu..

p/s : we'll be away 4 a few days. dont miss us too much, ok! ;p

sigh..

i was searching for a new "basket" to invest just now. and suddenly i remembered that there is
no McD in Tjg Malim...

Hopped in google and searched for McD malaysia´s website and...

tadaaa...!!!

"Initial cost will vary from RM1.5million to RM3.5millions depends on type of restaurant and location blablabla"

Hmm..still ok but this phrase suddenly killed my mood

"At least 30% from the initial investment muss be from the franschisee (non-borrowed) blablabla"

woodaa

30% from 1 500 000 = RM450k (nilai minimum duit dlm bank kl nk invest)

mana nk cekau?

aaaa

aaaaa

zzZzzz....

kendiri

""Berdiri bukan takut pada tumbang, berlari bukan takut pada bayang, naik bukan memijak lawan, hebat bukan menumpang kawan, bangkit dengan pendirian peribadi, maju dengan kemampuan sendiri""

the reason i'm smiling...

our romantic scene, weeks ago @ subway saarbasar


ptg td pi subway lagi. this time kat st. johanner markt (thx to dill ;p)
and guess what?? haziq boh lagi satu straw dlm cwn dia, and ajak me minum skali. wahhhh!! dia ingat lagi!!! bangga sehhh!!! *blushing*


not just that.. ms tgh mkn tu dia dok tunjuk² kt beverage dispenser tu. coz.. last time kitorang g subway, i bwk dia g refill coke kt ctu. bagus btol memory dia. dh la bukan subway yg sama.


ish. dh rindu dh kt 2 beradik tu. *sigh*
and.. rindu kt Qiss jugak. waaa!!!!

ImissU

dengan nafasmu aku hidup
karena tawamu aku bahagia
hidup di dunia
bersama dirimu aku tegar..

?

recap

(1)
what´s the point of making an appointment when u still hv to wait to see the doctor??? and by wait, i mean.. for nearly 2 hrs. YUPPP!!! u read it right. so much of punctuality in germany. buwekkk!

well, it's true.. i didnt hv any meeting to attend in an hour, or mrs president, angela merkel wasnt gonna come to visit me that day.. or any other day in fact.. but that doesnt mean i can wait for 2 hrs at ur premise and pretend that i'm ok with that.



(2)
had dinner at kakdora's. murah rezeki. alhamdulillah. thx a lot kakdora, dill n rafis!




(3)
i took the train at 9 pm (thx to dr jungmann for making me wait).. and guess what... it was delayed for 40 minutes. *damn* was last friday the official "waiting day"??? arrived abg's hse at around 1:30 am, cold... rimas.. sakit perut... exhausted... TENSION!!!! ingatkan naik ICE lg cepat.. chehhh!!!



(4)
it seems like those agnus castus scada (or something like that) pills that i've been taking are either not working for me or take forever to kick in. aduhhh!!! wait and wait and have to wait somemore. am still depending on aspirin.



(5)
saturday : we went to mr saiful's house. he needed help with his home cinemas (he has 2 sets of them. perghhh!!). "kacang goreng", i tell you. just cucuk here and there.. and voila!!! siap! except for the part with the amplifier in one of the sets. but well, being abg, kacang goreng for him too. i learnt, nothing big or important, but at least i can set up my own home cinema by myself in the future. (eceh... berangan!!) tak pyh nk panggil² org.

their house... HUGE and modernly furnished. the interior deco is like what we've been dreaming of.. well, not 100% exactly like that, of course, but in that direction. ishhh menyesal tak amek gmbr. (lupa sebenarnye). xpe, next time, insya-Allah.



(6)
after that we went shopping... oppppsss... not we.. but just HIM. mana aci, he got 3 shirts (since i cant decide which one to buy), but me??? nothing. nada. zero. elekkk! not his fault actually. i was browsing thru blouses and tunics, and suddenly lost the mood of shopping. *sigh* time² ni la mood nk ilang.



(7)
singgah at merkur spielothek otw back. pi main pool. ms nk register tu, that guy asked me, how old i am. haha!! awet muda sehhh. he must think i'm 18. eh wait, mayb younger. mayb i look like a 17-yr-old. wahhhh!!! bangga! kept boasting abt it for hours. kesian abg had to live with it. ;p



(8)
it's sunday morning, and i'm left all alone. abg went to mercure hotel to meet up with riaz, his kisas fren. riaz(MAS engineer) came with another 5 of his colleagues for a 3-weeks(?) training with lufthansa. here i am blogging.. mengisi keboringan.. :D

planning to take the 14:47-train.. tp tengok la bila hubby balik.



and with that..
i log off.
ciaooo!!

thank God it's friday..

ok, first of all..

..i want to dedicate this sugar-high cat (aik.. asal kucing ni tak lompat² pun??? chehh!!) to my niece, Qiss, yg comey gile!!!



dgn ucapan..


makngah arap Qiss kurangkan aktiviti memanjat² meja jepun...
dan aktiviti menyampuk bile makngah tgh borak ngan ibu..
dan aktiviti mengikut jejak langkah maksu yg mengong itu..
dan aktiviti main cilut cak ms ibu & ayah tgh solat..
dan lg satu..
xyah la bgn awal².. ibu lg suke kalau Qiss byk tido.
oh pastu..
kalau ibu beli mainan baru tu.. contohnye beskal baru..
(walaupun Qiss x pndi naik beskal pun lg)
Qiss terima je la.. ibu tu mmg suke membazir.
last but not least..
makngah&pakngah balik nnti jgn wat bodoh je plak.


************

ada org tu..
ada "sweetheart" baru..
meet..


hubby's new lappie


mana aci!!! nk jugak!! :(

*bengong*

what goes around comes around! tgk ah nanti!!!






Ya Allah farr... bawak² la bersabar.....

the day ayman turned 2 ;p

this world is full of imperfection.
nobody gets everything that they wish for.
choose…
what u’re willing to live without…

loud from inside

Ich liebe dich..

whatever you are..

whoever you are...

Thank you,

for your patience....

kindness....

effort....

&

love...

In my eyes it will never fade..

"Bagaimana mahu menikmati kemanisan sekiranya kita tidak mengenali kepahitan"

Rahsia "menambat" si suami

Suami suka bermanja

apatah lg kl dimanjakan ;)

"Yang terpenting dari kehidupan bukanlah kemenangan

namun bagaimana bertanding dengan baik."