losing momentum

Oh God!
after a long weekend,,
it's hard 2 step back on track and move at high-pace like i used to.
my back aches. i'm getting old. and older.
my lips hurt. thx to 3hrs-sunbathing @ frankfurt yesterday.
my brain's having its long long rest. *damn*


i pity my hubby.
it must be really hard 4 him to try,,
and keep on trying,,
to be the best hubby he could be.
can anyone explain 2 me what ego is?
where is it? in which part of the body does it reside?
how can i control it, or them, if i dont even know what that is?
does everyone has his own ego?
if we really "own" our ego, why do we keep on being its servant??
this ego doesnt do any good, does it??
if it does,, how? when? where?
i surrender dealing with my own ego. period.